The camp was fun

This is my first time joining bsgc youth camp.. The first day to me was very scary... I totally dont know anybody.. most of the people i saw them before [my cousin is in bsgc] that's why i saw them before.. the second day is still ok... cuz i know some people... is really fun and nice that hang out wit eu chung.. two of us keep bully each other... when we were playing a game call 'pegs' i saw vincent and nicolas come to the campsite[not really a campsite is a very big house] i was so supprise and feel bit happy cuz somebody can accompany me... ^^v the 3rd day was better.. cuz i know more friends... ^^ i'm glad to know all of them.. but i also feel left out.. cuz i was playing wit eu chung but i feel that rachel like dun like or what i have no idea.. what can i do?? but eu chung just put me a side and talk to rachel.. i just stand/sit there.. but no longer alone cuz vincent come again... he ask me something.. i have a felling that is not a really good thing[i'm not sure to say is good or bad] so we sit down and talk.. but e keep lik dont want to say.. so i just run to eu chung and rachel there and disturb them.. eu chung get scratch by a girl abd he dont know is who [dum dum] and his hand was bleeding.. ouch* is really hurt... but i sitl bully him.. [bad girl] ok i admit that.. so no longer i run back to vincent there and he tld me that he break up wit joan already... oops... hold on.. why he tell me this?? i was a little bit supprise.. so after that he said what happen and blah blah blah.... after that he ask me do i still like him... my goodness.. how i know i have no idea.. cuz i enjoy being single.. but sometimes dont lar.. so he gave me a necklace.. so i did wear it.. if bufford saw this his going to be very angry.. haha.. dont care.. now i'm just a student and next year is my SPM year.. i dont wan to make all this thing is my worried list... Spm is already a stress to me.. so ok.. the final day... is was really really fun.. i know more friends.. that ken jiu [lap sap man] is realy really funny.. yeah another funny friend.. after that of cuz i go and get all their contacts and email add.. eu chung said to one table of people that he is not going to give his phone number to anybody.. but he saw me and he ask me wan his phone number onot.. haha... when they are waiting for bus ken jiu ask who am i [ask eu chung] then i told him my name and eu chung said i'm his sis.. another brother that very 'sayang' me.. now i only have three brothers.. 1st is zhong yung 2nd is cheech 3rd is eu chung.. ^^ i like when they are rubbing my head.. is really nice.. so hope that me and them can keep in touch.. ^^v

I have no idea what are you talking... dun act lik a hero infront of me...

Today in church that time, suddenly m phone got msg so though was my friends sms me… but when I see is Vincent send a msg to me… He wrote [Hey… can you wait a while after te service? I dunno you… but I think I’ve been a bad boy not talking directly to you lately…] I totally no idea why he send tis kind of msg to me… I just reply him ‘har?’ he reply [You just wait a while la… I know you are angry with me over something…] tat time I lagi blur… what is he talking man… wat he wan??? So I did wait… but he didn’t walk to me… I though he wanted to say something… I waited so long n michelle started to ask go n eat breakfsast… hey come on la… ask ppl wait but him self didn’t show up… what he wan!! After tat another msg came… [I know you’re angry about what I said yesterday… All this while you’re angry with me rite…] hey of cuz I’m angry with you ar!!! Like that say my fren leh!!!! What do you mean that ‘Wah!! find a so old one!’ he send another 1 come… [So now giving you a chance to say wat you wan to say la… instead of telling others…] wah… like this also can la… I only tell michelle ar… what do you mean it oh!!! So I told him I mind that yesterday how did he said my fren… n he reply [Mind? Meaning it’s real is it? Why mind leh, you tell me…] hey… you are hurting my fren leh… I mix with wat ppl not yr business rite?? N he reply [You know why I broke up wit you? It’s your temper a… I dun think you know the reason before loh… Oh? I got no motive… but I really wan you to change your attitude… if not why do I give you three years? Or you already forgetten about it…] hey… you wan me to wait 3 years ar?? Oh ya… my temper??? Ok I admit it my temper is not good but I addi can control it…but when I saw him or his msg I can control… I hate him… HELLO~~ if a guy ask u to wait 3 years will you?? And is he couple wit other gals… he reply [I didn’t say you cant a… you wan then find 1 la…even three years I’m not sure we will be together a… if your temper never change your hot temper… If not, your future partners wont be happy… It’s not for me ok? It’s for your own good…] excuse me… wait that’s mean wont find another 1 lar!!! If wan then wait 4 what oh??? N I don’t need this kind of ‘hero’ act stupid… *@$%!#@%$… and he wan to give me something he go n pass to gal n ask her pass it to me… hey you just sitting next to me leh… why you need to do that leh… and he reply [Ok la… Since you said that… Then nothing to say la… Ok… Have fun… Then meaning dun receive my souvenir meaning no frens wor… Like that also you wan is it?] to me last few month I wil think alot that should I remain be frens wit you… but I wont think so much now… and he reply [Ok… Then you like la… Since you rather dun even see me… Up to you la… Sorry for disturbing…] oh ya… so I ended up me n his 5 years friendship… I really angry with you… Even I hate you I also don’t care… cuz you is the 1 that hurt me till like a stupid… If a gal hurt you like that will you still be nice to that gal?? I know that you kena hurt before… but you should not put at me ar… Alot of ppl will think that wat a waste cuz of like this small matter then end the friendship… but to me is not a matter… his friendship to me is not really important… I mean it… I can treat him as I just know him in friendser… but when we meet I wont talk to him except for playing captain ball… that’s all I can do… until now I still can remember how did he hurt me… I don’t care m I bad or what… if I’m bad then how bout him??? All the things I write here is true… Vincent… if you see this you wan to say what I don’t care… cuz you didn’t know that how I suffer in kl… I cant sleep for few months… and only four of my best friends know… as you know a student cant sleep in few months is how suffer de thing it is…


2/11/2007