what do u mean

Three years... is it long??? to somebody it might be long... but to me is not really... although three years can do alot of things but i will wait for u no matter how... but u said tat u already found another one but i wont belive n i wait... still remember that at camp de days... is really unforgetable... i really wanted t time go back... no matter how i wil wait... u said that i'm lik a kid but now no more de... i addi change... but now the most ever nightmare is going back to ipoh... i still dunno wan how to face this thing... maybe to me last time ipoh is a best place but now... maybe no de... because of this things...
In drama class i really dun feel lik going... normally ppl after SHOW TIME2 they wil be really good to each other or wat la.. but me.. i really cant loh... i think is i cant face all this ppl... i dun lik they doing things lik tat... v r a group... but v dont look lik a group... i cant be close to them anymore... cuz of their attitude make me dun lik them... [sorry to say that] but is true... i dun lik doing wat oso telling ppl i have my own plan.. but u guys is wat oso must tell de...i'm still thinking next do i still wan to stay in drama o not... although i really lik to act but maybe i wil give up here... n the ppl in drama they dun even have time mangnement... n i really hate this thing... i hate ppl to be late n i hate to wait for ppl... is lik in tea time that time... n my mum dun trust in drama de ppl de... cuz do everything no planning n dunno wan to do wat onli know how to suddenly say have to do this or suddeny have meeting... y cant just discuss bout the timing 1st? maybe u guys doing things de is really different wit me... but i really hope to c this thing change... i know if xue yi see this u wil dun shuang me but i really wanted to say... i wont xian mu other group de drama ppl is tuan jie... cuz to me our group is hopeless wit this...